Today in Yarl’s Wood: “I could really do with some fresh air”

Posted 01/07/2014 by 4refugeewomen
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S453anV3A4EpJ3Bdy3G9zJy43LgUGrbY5P-2Y0C-WN8Abri sends us her thoughts from inside Yarl’s Wood detention centre in Bedfordshire

I carry scars deep down within me where no one can touch or see. I was forced to run and flee for my life. The fact that I am a woman made me a victim of sexual assault in my home country. Now I’m locked up 24/7 indefinitely in Yarl’s Wood, the future is uncertain and deep inside me the voice of hope is daily fading away. I’m separated from family and everything that is normal. I can’t plan for tomorrow because I don’t know where my tomorrow is. My soul cries for justice , my heart is searching for hope and my body simply wants a walk in the park. It’s been more than four months confined in this building and I could really do with some fresh air.

I’m one of the women detained in Yarl’s Wood detention centre and these are not just my feelings, I’m voicing the feelings of many women like me who have been detained indefinitely for months or years. It is hard to put in words what it feels like. Every day something very valuable is taken from us- our freedom. You eat for comfort and sleep to escape, but struggle with both. Thoughts of failure, shame, guilt and defeat fill your mind. You have become so helpless you can’t even choose your dinner as decisions are made for you daily. You lose touch with humanity and start to feel that human rights don’t apply to you. I mean, all you ever wanted was to be a part of a community where you can feel safe and be free to be yourself. Is that a crime?

While our cases are pending, the government has confined us in this building with our scars and all. We all have a chance of winning our cases, and I have seen many do that. And that for me this makes detention meaningless, because most of the women detained here are not going to be removed and that’s a fact. Then that leads me to ask the question – is locking people up for months and even years for administrative convenience even lawful?

The writer’s name has been changed

How our systems dehumanise the most vulnerable

Posted 14/05/2014 by 4refugeewomen
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Anj Handa, who has recently been leading the campaign for Afusat, shares with us her recent blog about the inhumane treatment of asylum seekers in the UK

AnjHandasmallpicThe UK has signed up to international agreements such as the 1951 Geneva Convention Relating to the Status of Refugees and while it is party to these directives, it must consider applications for asylum. What our system does not appear to offer, is the right to dignity or compassion while people await their decisions.

Many have experienced extreme trauma in their countries of origin, which is why they are seeking protection in the first place. The harshness with which they are treated has shocked me. Of course, the UK cannot offer every single applicant leave to remain, but it can make the process less traumatic.

Afusat, for example, has used her Christian faith to keep her going. She has depression and I’ve witnessed some very low times, but her beliefs and her concern for her girls have kept her afloat. She tells me that she’s seen those who lack spirituality to offer them succour, rapidly decline. Often, they begin talking to themselves as they have no higher entity to appeal to, and very limited networks from whom to draw emotional support.

I recently received an email from a lady whose experience is similar to Afusat’s. She tells it far better than I can, so here is her account below:

“Anj, I don’t know if there is any advice you can give to me, but I just felt like sharing my story. The more people know about what asylum seekers go through, the better. No one seeking refuge should have to go through what we are going through all, in the name of not having enough evidence. What evidence is there of rape [that took place in the past]?

I was on the internet, when I came across the story of Afusat Saliu and I was just so shocked on how similar our stories are. It which just goes to show that these are the things happening to us, which the Home Office is refusing to believe. There is just possibly no way anyone can make these sorts of stories up.

I claimed asylum in 2010, because my life is in danger from my evil stepfather, who beat my mother into an early grave. I was lucky to have survived his repeated violence and rape on myself, but he then decided to circumcise my daughter, who was two years’ old at the time.

My case dragged on. All the while, I was an emotional wreck, with every knock on the door and the sound of the letterbox adding more and more to my psychological trauma. I was diagnosed as depressed and started on antidepressants. 

Then I got a refusal from the Home Office saying I was not credible enough. I appealed against the decision but was still overturned in court. The Judge believed what I said. She said she did not want my daughter to hear my story of rape and circumcision.

I have undergone a lot of changes since I got to this country. My English was very basic and I was just a young naive girl who didn’t believe in herself. I have been constantly told that I am useless and won’t amount to anything in life.” 

This lady’s story is unfortunately too common. I’m pleased that she reached out to me as although I couldn’t offer her much advice, I was able to show her love and care. There are some lines from Charlie Chaplin’s ‘The Dictator’s Speech, which feel appropriate to end with:

“Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men – machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate – the unloved and the unnatural!”

This blog is reprinted with permission from Anj Handa’s website. 

Knitted Together

Posted 16/04/2014 by 4refugeewomen
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Lauren Fuzi of the Shoreditch Sisters Women’s Institute describes the incredible journey of the Solidarity Quilt.IMG_7143

Back in October 2013 the Shoreditch Sisters branch of the Women’s Institute was contacted by Women for Refugee Women. They asked if we would like to run a craft workshop for a group of refugee women. At that time I was the newly appointed ‘Feminist Outreach Officer’ for our WI (a completely made up position, but one that I was very proud to have taken on!). Part of my role was to  build relationships with other local women’s groups, so I was glad to be able to take this opportunity forward. This was how the ‘Knitted Together’ project was born, which has now culminated in the creation of a beautiful patchwork blanket sewn with messages of hope and solidarity. It is not only the product of our shared work, but also a deeply symbolic and meaningful piece of art.

We started off by meeting every other Saturday to teach each other how to knit. We did not have a clear purpose beyond that for the workshops when we first started, but we realised from the start that we wanted t to use craft as a way of building a strong community of women. As the group evolved so did our ideas and the Knitted Together concept was born.

We decided to knit small squares, 10cm by 10cm each, and join them to make a giant quilt. The quilt would be a symbol of our solidarity with the women in Yarl’s Wood. I, like other members of the Shoreditch Sisters, was very struck by what we learned about women who are locked up in Yarl’s Wood detention centre. These women are not criminals, but often very vulnerable individuals who have fled persecution in their own countries and come to the UK to seek refuge. It seems deeply unjust that the government is locking up these survivors of rape and other torture, often for many weeks or months, when they could easily process their claims while the women are living in the community.

We knitted the squares during the group sessions but also asked other Women’s Institutes and members of the public to contribute. London West End WI and Sudbury WI both contributed a large number of squares, as did a few members of the public. We then took the blanket to the Women of the World (WOW) Festival on International Women’s Day (8 March 2014) and laid it out on the floor of the Royal Festival Hall, where we invited members of the public to write messages of support on pieces of fabric for the women in Yarl’s Wood which were then sewn on.

The Saturday group has been my favourite part of the process. It has been wonderful to see how the traditional female craft of knitting has brought women together from so many different backgrounds, cultures, religions and languages; there is something special about female craft which seems to transcend these barriers. Although hugely inspiring, coordinating the group has also very challenging! So often in craft (and life) we are taught to follow patterns and rules. We always go back over our mistakes to correct them and strive for the end product to be as close to perfect as possible. In creating the Knitted Together blanket I have had to learn to let go of these ideas, and to trust in the process of co-creation. Enforcing strict rules on the size, colour, shape and style would have been impossible, and I’m extremely grateful for that! There are over 400 knitted squares on the blanket, and its beauty and strength lies in the absolute uniqueness of each one.

The blanket is now in Yarl’s Wood detention centre where it will stay over Easter. I went with a small group to deliver it during a Sunday church service given by the Yarl’s Wood chaplain who had kindly agreed to enable us to bring in the quilt.

It’s hard to write with any clarity about my experience at Yarl’s Wood as it feels so surreal and confusing. At times it felt like a regular Sunday morning in any church hall in the UK. The familiar sights were there: the pastor at the pulpit, a choir dressed in blue, bibles, and people with hands clasped in prayer. Then I’d see the guards at the side of the room, the locked doors, the overwhelming feeling of desperation as the congregation pleaded to God. There was no tea and biscuits or socialising at the end and people were not going home after the service for Sunday lunch. From the very limited time we had at Yarl’s Wood it seems that people were very interested in the blanket and especially in the Women’s Institute. One woman cried as I spoke about the blanket and about all the people who had contributed to it. It felt so important to show the women in Yarl’s Wood, through the powerful symbol of the blanket, that they have not been forgotten.

We hope to continue using the blanket as a campaigning tool, raising awareness of women’s experiences in Yarl’s Wood and encouraging members of the public to take action against the detention of women asylum seekers. If you are interested in this and would like the quilt to visit your own local Women’s Institute or community group, please contact me on

You can also read about the quilt in the Telegraph and Bedfordshire on Sunday.




Shine a Light: Set Her Free

Posted 18/02/2014 by 4refugeewomen
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_POW9070On 13 February hundreds of campaigners gathered outside the Home Office in London to protest against the detention of women who seek asylum in the UK. Women for Refugee Women had called this gathering to ‘Shine a Light’ on the detention of refugee women, and protesters brought torches, sparklers and glowsticks to light up the evening.

Among the inspiring speakers were Shami Chakrabarti, the director of Liberty; Caroline Criado-Perez, feminist campaigner; Kate Smurthwaite, comedian and activist, and Meltem Avcil, whose petition against the detention of refugee women now has over 25,000 signatures._POW9385

One of the most moving moments of the evening was when Ghada Shakir Humood (pictured right), a member of the London Refugee Women’s Forum, telephoned a friend of hers in Yarl’s Wood and everyone in the crowd could hear the voice of a woman currently detained in Yarl’s Wood detention centre:

‘I am an internationally recognised human rights activist.  But the Home Office has  treated me like a criminal. I went on hunger strike when they brought me into Yarls Wood Detention Centre, I lost my ability to move and speak and even the will to live.

‘I have claimed asylum under article 14 of the international declaration of human rights, which states that everyone has the right to seek asylum from persecution. I fear for my life in my country. I left everything behind, my career and my family, to save my life and live in peace.

‘I requested protection from this country but they put me in detention and they wanted to send me back to my country by force. This is injustice. They did not respect that I am a woman and I have depression and come from a severe war zone. This is inhumane.

‘This experience shocked me and made me lose hope. Now I don’t have any desire to live and I am dying slowly from inside. They have broken everything inside me.

‘I am not a criminal, why have they locked me up for two months? Many organizations have sent them many support letters to explain my case but they have ignored them all. They ignore my previous humanitarian work, they ignore my academic background, they ignore all my evidence.

‘I can’t say anything more. I only can say that I am completely destroyed in the UK.’

 After the testimony, the crowd shouted Set Her Free and lit sparklers in support of the women in Yarl’s Wood detention centre._POW9161

For coverage of the protest, see Allison Pearson in the Telegraph, Ros Wynne-Jones in the Daily Mirror and Sarah Cox in Bedfordshire on Sunday.

One Billion Rising and refugee women

Posted 09/01/2014 by 4refugeewomen
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On Wednesday 8 January Rahela Sidiqi joined actress Thandie Newton, lawyer Helena Kennedy, campaigner Eve Ensler and Stella Creasy MP at the Royal Festival Hall in London to discuss justice for women. This event had been organised by One Billion Rising UK and opened to a packed and expectant audience which included Bianca Jagger, human rights activist; Skin, lead vocalist of Skunk Anansie, and Nimco Ali from Daughters of Eve.

Rahela Sidiqi is a trustee of Women for Refugee Women and the chair of the London Refugee Women’s Forum. She was an activist for women’s rights for more than 15 years in Afghanistan before she was forced to seek asylum in the UK.


Rahela Sidiqi, third from left, with Helena Kennedy, Eve Ensler, Stella Creasy, Thandie Newton, Marissa Begonia

Rahela spoke about her experiences in Afghanistan, where she stood up for women’s rights even when she was being threatened by the Taliban and warlords. She then spoke about coming to the UK to seek asylum and the injustices that are experienced by women who have to cross borders to seek safety. ‘Half of women who come here for asylum have been raped,’ she told the audience.

Rahela talked about visiting Yarl’s Wood detention centre in Bedford, where she met women who have sought asylum in this country and yet have been locked up in detention. As Rahela said, ‘If someone is a criminal they are given a sentence and they know how long they will be in prison. But if someone is put in detention after they seek asylum, they don’t know how long they will be locked up. It is not right to put women through this. They suffer in this situation.’

Stella Creasy spoke after Rahela, and also after the audience had heard from Marissa Begonia, the co-ordinator of Justice for Domestic Workers, and Sophie Barton-Hawkins, an ex-offender. Stella said about their stories: ‘This is not the Britain I want to live in. I want to live in a better Britain than this.’

On 29 January Women for Refugee Women will publish new research on the experiences of women in detention in the UK. Stella Creasy will host the Parliamentary reception for this launch, and she said: ‘We need to hear these women’s stories. Let’s give a voice to this report.’

Rahela Sidiqi also asked the panel and the audience if they would support a One Billion Rising action in solidarity with women who are detained in Yarl’s Wood on 13 February. The answer was a resounding yes – let’s rise!

For more information about Women for Refugee Women’s forthcoming research, please contact Sophie Radice on For more information on the action at Yarl’s Wood, follow @4refugeewomen and @obruk_1, or check back on this blog.

A message of hope for Christmas

Posted 17/12/2013 by 4refugeewomen
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Isabelle Kershaw, a volunteer with Women for Refugee Women, writes here about making Christmas cards for women in detention

Recently we all sat down – volunteers, staff and refugee women – to make Christmas cards for women who are lockeWFW pic (1)d up in Yarl’s Wood Detention Centre. Women who seek asylum can be locked up in detention in the UK and it can be a very isolating and distressing experience. We wanted these cards to show our ongoing support for these women as we  campaign against detention. Many of the women in the refugee women’s group, Women Asylum Seekers Together London, have had experience of detention at Yarl’s Wood so for them, making these cards had a special kind of significance.

London is clothed with festivity and with the air getting chillier, things are starting to fizz with that holiday excitement. For the women at Yarl’s Wood, the Christmas period will be a very different experience. As one of the WAST women, who was held there last year, said ‘Christmas is just not Christmas.’ A Christmas away from friends and family is hard enough. A Christmas at Yarl’s Wood can be quite desperate. It is a place where vulnerable women are treated like criminals, having committed no crime, and are uncertain as to when they will be released. Another of the WAST women said that she would not wish detention on her worst enemy.

Over the previous week I had scrabbled together bits of coloured card, festive wrapping paper, sequins, buttons and a mountain of glitter. Not quite sure what would emerge from the sparkling deluge, we were armed with two fantastically capable volunteers who led the way and devised a lovely concept.

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Each of the women was given a small card to design, which would then be fitted together onto one big card to create a mosaic of their support.

We had a great day, the women were very creative in their designs and out of the glitter arose something powerful and poignant. Some of the women designed their cards to be bright and diverting and other cards were powerful in their simplicity. One of the cards read ‘Love’ and above it ‘never lose hope.’ These words of support really ring out amid the colourful designs.

We took the cards to Yarl’s Wood and hope that this small gesture of love and support reminded the women there that they are not forgotten or alone. There are women outside the detention centre, some of whom have experience of detention, who want to stand up for them and work for the release of all those who have sought asylum in the UK.

Watch our short film about making the Christmas cards here.


Irina Must Stay

Posted 08/12/2013 by 4refugeewomen
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Faith Taylor (pictured below) writes about visiting Irina Putilova in detention in the UK. Irina sought asylum in this country because she is at risk of persecution as a political and LGBTQ (lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, queer) activist  in Russia. Instead of finding refuge, she has been locked up in Yarl’s Wood Immigration Removal Centre.

ImageYesterday, 7 December 2013, I went to Yarl’s Wood Immigration Removal Centre to visit my friend Irina (Ira), who is being detained there pending deportation. On Friday 6 December Ira had her first asylum interview. She was given no chance to present evidence and instead was served with papers stating that she had been placed on a ‘fast track’ process. She was told she could be deported at any moment, and she was put on a bus to the Removal Centre.
In Russia, Ira has been systematically attacked, harassed, and threatened by the state and by far-right groups, because of her involvement in Voina, an internationally renowned art group, and because of her political identity.  In 2012 she received direct death threats from the Centre E Russian police department. It is highly likely that the same unit broke her friend Filipp Kostenko’s legs two months prior to the threats directed at Ira, since he had also received very similar threats. Ira’s parents’ house was raided repeatedly. She was followed and subjected to repeated illegal arrests and police beatings. After living itinerantly with friends and acquaintances, fearing for her life, Ira fled Russia illegally. If she were to be returned there, she would definitely be arrested and imprisoned.
My visit to Ira was surreal at best, terrifying at worst. After the multiple security checks, pat-downs, confiscation of all of our belongings (I came with a friend), we were finally released into the visitors’ room. Every door in Yarl’s Wood can only be opened via a guard directing a gatekeeper over walkie-talkie – a lengthy process, so in all it took around 40 minutes from our arrival to the point when we actually saw Ira. Despite being a generally cheerful and resilient person, Ira was visibly exhausted and looking very underfed. It soon came to light that she hadn’t been able to eat anything; she has not eaten animal products for several years and the only thing she had been given over two days was one piece of toast and an apple. We are now to believe, however, that she has been given something more substantial.
In the visitors’ room, our meeting was patrolled by guards, who monitored our physical behaviour most of all. Ira at one point put her legs on my lap – she was swiftly instructed to remove them. This was despite several other (heterosexual) couples in the room being in much closer embraces. When Ira curled up in her chair with her feet on it, we were immediately approached by a guard who told her the visit would end if she did not remove them.
All this to say that Yarl’s Wood is a prison: a high security, disciplinary prison, with the aim of placating its ‘residents’ just enough so that they leave the country quietly. If Irina returns to Russia she faces unimaginable persecution, including certain imprisonment upon arrival. She cannot be deported and the fast-tracking of her case is in serious contravention of the Home Office’s own policies on cases suitable for fast-track. There are so many complexities concerning Ira’s political identity, her LGBTQ status, the serious repression that she has faced hitherto at the hands of the Russian state.
Ira is committed to working for her community. In Hackney she has set up an open-access free language school, she has created spaces, workshops, events, and concerts for the discussion and affirmation of LGBTQ issues. No one seeking asylum should be treated like a criminal. Irina should be released immediately, taken off fast-track, and given the chance to present the wealth of compelling evidence she has regarding her case. To not grant her even this simple right is an aberration for a country claiming to value and protect LGBTQ persons and freedom of speech.

Faith is a musician and activist based in Hackney.

Faith’s twitter: @thefaitht. Campaign twitter: @irinamuststay.

Please join the Facebook campaign group  and sign the petition.

We are delighted to say that Irina was released from detention on 9 December! Thank you all for your solidarity in standing up for Irina.

Protection not deportation: asylum for women at risk of Female Genital Mutilation

Posted 12/11/2013 by 4refugeewomen
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 The movement is growing to protect girls from female genital mutilation in the UK, but those who seek asylum here from FGM are often disbelieved and deported. Here Sarian Karim tells us why she has set up a petition demanding that The Home Office protect women and girls fleeing FGM in their home countries.



Sometimes I have to try hard to bring back happy memories of home. It’s not that there were none, it’s just that being carefree and happy as a little girl in Sierra Leone didn’t last long. When I was eleven, I suffered Female Genital Mutilation. To this day it was the worst experience I have had to live through.  Soon after, war broke out in my country. The day I was cut I lost any feeling of safety and it never came back.  

I fled civil war in Sierra Leone as soon as I was old enough to do so alone. When I arrived in the UK in 1999, I was naïve enough to think that the hard times were behind me. Instead, it took eight years before I was granted protection. The UK Border Agency (the part of the Home Office that decides asylum claims) refused to believe my story; they thought I was from the Gambia. By the time I was finally given asylum I had a new family here. Leaving would have been unbearable.

I know the anger, the frustration and the fear that comes with having your claim for asylum rejected: the ‘how can they not believe me’ and the ‘haven’t I been through enough’ and the ‘what happens next?’. Also, as someone who recognizes the pain and long-term emotional and physical health problems that are caused by FGM, I would do everything in my power to protect my daughters from it. This is why I feel so passionately about the UK Border Agency’s responsibility to protect girls and young women at risk of FGM in their home countries  and support campaign organisations such as FORWARD.

I have also been campaigning to end FGM with the Tackling FGM Special Initiative and Leyla Hussein over the past year. Before joining the campaign, I thought I was the only one who though that FGM is torture. Until I joined, I’d not heard of anyone from my community speaking out against it. I don’t feel alone anymore. I am surrounded by strong women who are ready to face an age-old custom and put up with threats, hate mail and a political system that resists change. Yet many of these women are still afraid to visit their relatives back home with their daughters. That is because the threat of FGM is very real.

When I watched the Newsnight programme about two women from the Gambia who had been refused asylum in the UK despite their daughters being at risk of FGM if they returned to their home country I knew I had to speak out for them. I know this country recognizes the horror that is FGM. If it didn’t, the Department for International Development would not have invested 35 million to ending it overseas. But it makes no sense to recognize FGM as “an abhorrent form of child abuse” and at the same time risk women and girls being cut if they are returned to their home country and refused asylum.

I have started a petition asking the Government to protect girls and women at risk. I am hoping that the momentum the campaign has gained in the past few weeks will help gather support for the most vulnerable women amongst us. As a mother and a survivor, it is the least I can do.

Abuse behind bars: why I fear for the women in Yarl’s Wood

Posted 29/10/2013 by 4refugeewomen
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By Harriet Wistrich


Two of my clients recently took the brave step of speaking to a journalist about embarrassing and intimate details of abuse they had experienced in Yarl’s Wood detention centre. They did so in order to expose the scandal of male officers taking advantage of vulnerable women in the infamous detention centre.

I have worked as a lawyer over the last ten years with many detainees who have been incarcerated at Yarl’s Wood, which is the main holding centre for women who are being detained under immigration powers. The Serco management at Yarl’s Wood like to point out the comfortable accommodation and range of facilities offered to the women detained there. However, any person I have met who has ever been detained at Yarl’s Wood describes it as a prison. For many it is worse than prison, because at least if you are sent to prison it is because you have been convicted of a crime, and you are given a date when you will finish your sentence.

Even those who have been incarcerated in terrible conditions in their own countries can experience shock when they are locked up for no reason other than because they are seeking asylum, in a country they had always believed upheld human rights.  And for all those detained the uncertainty as to if and when they may ever be released creates huge anxiety.  However many facilities Yarl’s Wood may boast, however relaxed the regime may be compared to a prison, there is no doubt it is still a prison – a prison with high fences, locked doors, guards with keys and regular roll calls.  To pretend that the relationship between staff and detainee is anything other than that of guard and prisoner is to ignore this fundamental reality.

Recognising this fundamental power difference is critical to understanding why what happened to my clients at Yarl’s Wood – and to a number of other women who have since come forward with similar complaints –  is nothing short of a scandal.  As Nick Hardwick, HM Inspector of Prisons, recently stated, it is “something that can never be less than abusive given the vulnerability of the detained population.” One organisation, Redress, has even written to the police on the back of the media coverage to alert them to the possibility that these allegations may amount to a form of torture.

Superimposed on this prison regime is the added dimension of a culture of disbelief.  Anyone who has been through the asylum process will know how hard it is to persuade the authorities that their harrowing story is true.  Many decision-makers believe that asylum seeker equals “bogus” and that most people who come to this country do so, at best, to better themselves economically.  When you put this in-built prejudice against asylum seekers together with a similar culture of disbelief in relation to women who have been raped or otherwise sexually assaulted you begin to understand how hard it is for any woman detained at Yarl’s Wood to complain of sexual assault, let alone to be believed.

One of the women who complained, after a male nurse sexually assaulted her for the third time, found herself up against this culture of disbelief. Her complaints were dismissed by Serco, the UK Border Agency and the police on the basis that she was probably complaining as a ruse to allow her to remain in the country. This was despite the fact that after she made the complaint she was served with removal directions within days. On the contrary, my client did not complain earlier about the sexual assault as she feared it would adversely affect her immigration status.  Yet the failure to complain on previous occasions when she was sexually assaulted was used as another reason to doubt her credibility!

It is not surprising, when you look at the quality of the investigations into my client’s complaint, that sexual abuse continued at Yarl’s Wood.  If Serco, the police and UKBA fail to properly investigate complaints made by detainees, then those who seek to abuse their power will continue to do so with impunity.  As Yvette Cooper, shadow Home Secretary, said recently: “The evidence of abuse at Yarl’s Wood is appalling. The Home Office and Serco have a responsibility to act much faster and much more effectively to stamp out abuse and make sure vulnerable women get the support and help they need.”

Indeed, it is only when the officers concerned, Serco and UKBA are properly held to account, that there can be any confidence that women will be safer at Yarl’s Wood in the future.  But this prospect is unlikely. The government’s proposals to end legal aid for detainees by imposing the outrageously discriminatory “residence test” will make it even harder for justice to be done in the future.  If this reform becomes law then neither of my clients would have received legal aid to assist them in speaking out and challenging the system. This system is already frighteningly stacked against vulnerable women, I fear that it might be getting even worse.

Harriet Wistrich is a solicitor at Birnberg Peirce.

Return to Yarl’s Wood ( this time as a visitor)

Posted 02/09/2013 by 4refugeewomen
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Told to Sophie Radice, Communications Executive of Women for Refugee Women, by ‘Saron’


Going to Yarl’s Wood Immigration Removal Centre as a visitor rather than a detainee was a very strange and disturbing experience and to be honest I have found it very difficult to write about.

I have been detained three times and I suppose, even though I have been given Leave to Remain, there is part of me that feels I might be taken back in there at any moment – that they might say “Oh we have made a mistake – you have to come back inside” . So when I saw the place again my mind and body started to respond fearfully and at certain points it seemed that there was very little I could do to control it.

When I had been driven there as a detainee and in a van I had always been in such a state of distress that I had barely even noticed the surroundings of Yarl’s Wood. It is a very odd place, set in a business park just outside Bedford and I could see that It looks very much like a motorway hotel from the front and then round the back it has huge prison buildings which go on and on but which you can’t see unless you walk around the site  or are detained inside them. I looked at the other businesses and wondered how they felt sharing a space with a place where women are held, often without knowing when they will be released or what will happen to them.

As I stepped in the visitor’s building where as a first time visitor you have to show documents and have your photo taken against the wall I thought I was going to throw up. I felt like someone had hit the back of my head very hard. The fear had really taken over and I felt shaky and hot, particularly when they asked me to stand against the wall and look into the camera. It was that feeling you have when you are detained of being thought of as a criminal. I really had to try and get hold of myself because I knew that I was going to meet a detained women who would need me to be calm. Even though the staff spoke in an OK way to me I felt that like the hotel-like front of the Yarl’s Wood building it was just a facade. I know what they are really like in there. They treat you as if you are cattle, not a human being and the lowest of the low with no rights. I have seen women man-handled by big men and even dragged along the floor when they are being taken to the airport. I have seen women who are on suicide watch being watched by men at all times which distresses them even more.

I had to go through the security checks to get into the visitors hall and I was trying to control myself because it was so nerve-wracking for me. The sounds of heavy doors closing, keys jangling and my body being searched brought me back to the feeling of utter powerlessness. You have not been believed by the UK border agency and so as a punishment for this you are locked up and don’t know what is going to happen to you.

When I met my friend who was being detained I felt so bad for her as she described the feeling of despair and how difficult it was to try and keep positive, and to try and sleep with the sounds of crying and screaming. I saw from both perspectives – as a visitor and a detainee how cruel and pointless detention centres are and what a double blow it is to be put in there as a woman who has suffered sexual violence, particularly with male guards.  Even if you are mentally strong it is really really hard to stay well in there.  It damages your sense of self and who you are.